Yesterday I overcame a huge fear of mine, and went UTVing through the desert!๐ต๐ Even though I was with 5 other guys, I still felt comfortable and confident enough to get completely naked and add it to my list of naked activities!!
(When youโre done watching my boobies jiggle jiggle around, make sure to swipe for some other cute photos โก๏ธ)
We freaking sent it and ended up getting two flats because we were getting a little reckless... I swear we almost rolled this thing when we got the second flat. I was low key having a panic attack at some points, but was also having an absolute BLAST!!
The reason it was such a huge moment for me to do this is because I have some mild PTSD from a pretty horrible golf cart accident I was in 10 years ago. It flipped going down a huge hill on a street, I got trapped inside, and ended up fracturing my shoulder and getting 2nd and 3rd degree burn all over my body. Ever notice the little black streaks/scars on my left upper butt cheek or the scar on top of my left foot? All remnants from that incident. Luckily, I used my breath work skills and reminded mySelf to relax my shoulders and unclench my jaw to calm my nervous system while riding yesterday.
It was a huge adrenaline rush, and I definitely think I rewired some of those neurons that were originally telling me I was going to die ๐