#Major Life Update Post!
So big news that’s not fake.
I rece..
Published: March 31st 2021, 11:06:36 pm
#Major Life Update Post!
So big news that’s not fake.
I recently realized that I no longer want to do sex work full time. It’s just not something I’m passionate about anymore and I realize now, it honestly never was. I honestly just love people. I love writing, I love reading, I love film and media and above all else I honestly just love helping people.
I want to make YouTube videos; sing, and write short TV series full time.
I want to clarify I don’t want to quit sex work, I genuinely love being openly sexual.
I am a kinky, exhibitionist and I personally get off to filming my sexual exploits. I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever be able to give it up. So thankfully that isn’t going anywhere.
However, that being said, I think the time in my life where filming porn to primarily pay my bills has passed. I honestly just don’t want to do it anymore.
I enjoy live streaming, I love talking to people on my OnlyFans and filming new videos with my friends but it’s gotten to the point where I don’t enjoy doing it for money.
I want to do it, because I WANT to do it, not because I have to. Obviously no one is forcingg me to do anything I don’t want to do but at this point it does sort of feel that way.
I have literally months of already shot and produced, full length, unreleased XXX videos literally just sitting there waiting to be released.
Problem is I haven’t had the time to edit them all and then properly market them the way they need to be, in order to get the attention they deserve.
Right now I sadly can not justify migrating from sex work to pursue YouTube unless I can raise the funds to hire an editor for my XXX videos and afford the equipment needed for this new venture.
The only way I can think to do that, is more sex work (which I really don’t want to do, honestly it’s a never ending cycle) OR hold a fundraiser, raise the funds I need to basically break the cycle and just hire an editor for my XXX content so I can focus on creating new YouTube videos primarily.
I want to do this so bad.
Imagine me talking about nerdy things such as comics, books, and movies while also cosplaying as the characters and producing OnlyFans clips I genuinely enjoy producing. 🤯
I actually do have a 4 yearr college degree in Creative Writing and I want to approach my YT channel with an “English Professor” perspective. Meaning I would actually break down these comics from a collegiate level. Be a bad ass bitch, sexy as fuck and also intelligent, articulate and nerdy/geeky/total dork.
I honestly think I have the potential to reach far more people this way too. Like let’s be real, I’m far more likely to change the world and incite real change via mainstream avenues such as YouTube and singing, then porn. 😑
And the fact that I started in porn means I have nothing to fear now going forward. Not like a nip slip could or would ruin me. 😂😂
This just means I can genuinely write what I want, post what I want without fear of it impacting my fan base. Like “bitch, we knew she was a hoe before her shirt came off in the music video, you think the fact that she produced it herself changed that? 😂😂”.
So you know what, I’ve decided to hold a fundraiser to make the money I need to pursue a career in full time YouTube content creation.
In return, I will be offering the craziest deals I’ve literally ever offered my entire career to help fund this dream.
I really want to do this and I know I’d be really fucking good at it, I just can’t afford it currently without doing sexual things I don’t want to do unless I receive some help via a fundraiser.
So this is me, asking for help with just that. I don’t want to shoot any more porn because I have to. I want to shoot porn because I want to and YouTube because I have to.
Realistically, I’ll probably have to raise around $5000 in a relatively short period of time in order to justify the payment to my editor, the new equipment (go pro, portable mic, etc.) and the time off from sex work to film stuff primarily for YouTube. So I’m really going to need as much help as I can get.
I know we can do this SmartyTeam. You guys want to see me happy, I want to change the world via nerd content. We all win, so let’s fucking do this!
Time to change the world, BEING A GOOD PERSON AND NERD POWER ACTIVATE!!
Donor Rewards
Keep in mind I’m not retiring, just not making it my main thing any more.
$5 - Any solo fetish Vid
$10 - Any Lesbian Vid
$15 - Any boy/girl vid
$25 - 3 Months to my OnlyFans as well as 3 videos of my choice or any 1 of yours!
$55 - 6 months to my OnlyFans, 10 hardcore boy/girl videos and a pro HD photoset.
$100 - A full year to my OnlyFans page, 10 Boy/girl videos, 20 lesbian videos and 3 group scenes as well as 2 full HD photosets!
$250 - 100 videos!?! 🤯🤯 Yep. After I hit my goal everything will go back to full price and most likely never be offered for anywhere near this cheap though so I wouldn’t wait around on this deal.
$600 - My personal cell phone number and 1 (non sexual) FaceTime hang out call.
$1000 - all content ever shot during the course of my entire career in sex work up to this point including videos not yet released!
$1200 - All content mentioned above AND any new content shot the remainder of this year including new YouTube videos. (Limit 3 people) (Cell number included in order to best keep in contact regarding future content.) 💕
