Been extra wet lately in the worst ways As yall know my gram passed a month and a week ago/ she had canc3r so I knew she was going to pass before she did š I only grew up with/ know my m0ms side & have been lucky to not lose anyone close to me thus far in life but manā¦ this grief is like nothing Iāve ever felt.. 5 days after she passed I went on my first & LAST solo vacation - realized I donāt care much about myself now that I donāt have her around anymore..
I could say so much more but I actually rly canāt š Iāve not posted an official message anywhere yet abt my gram passing bc I justā¦ donāt Have the words. But if anyone deserves an explanation itās yall & im sorry itās so damn late- truly done in bri fashion
My period 100% has been from stress/ birth control shot & I think from drankkin / other recreation use of things ..