sissyjoyce
1 YEAR ON HORMONES------------------------------------------..
Published: February 11th 2025, 9:56:22 am
1 YEAR ON HORMONES
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Warning!! This contains pictures of me before HRT in ''boy'' mode, If that is a turn off... don't scroll trough these... I am sharing my 1 year on hormones journey in full detail. To show a realistic few of transitioning. To hopefully help anyone that is on the fence or not sure to make the right descisions themselves.
Picture 1 : I just started hormones. I was confused but also very excited.
In the first couple of months I paid very close attention to my body to check for changes. Realisticly, not much happened. Perhaps mentally I got abit calmer maybe. Morning erections were gone. My first orgasm had no cum, that scared me. But I was so happy I could finally be myself. Unsure how this will go...
Picture 2 : after 3 months, still in boy mode for my family and friends. I can notice my skin getting softer and my nipples started to hurt. This gave me confidence that the hormones are working. I want to be more feminin, but I don't really have the courage for it. I have days where I believe I will never be a pretty girl. Days where I want to give up. But I did not.
Picture 3 : 4 months on hormones, I can finally see a difference and I am taking little steps. I now am permanently wearing pink nails. Even in public.
I had to buy a sports bra to go running cause my breasts feel so sensitive.
Picture 4 : 5 Months on HRT and I cannot wait. I make myself take big steps. I want to look better so badly. One day I had fillers done, in my lips and my face. I regretted it because it looked ''too feminin'' for how I felt. I was scared to see my family for weeks. I realized that if the steps I take are too big, I panic. I need to let this transition go on its own pace... Even though I see progress, I don't see a girl in the mirror...
Picture 5 : 6 months on HRT My first feminin haircut! It is still very short but oh my god I am so happy i look a little bit feminin atleast. I am proud and this is how I go out. Even to my family! Still just wearing a big oversized t-shirt and leggings. I don't believe I can ever wear a dress. The progress is slow. Sometimes I feel bad and want to quit, but you know me, I never quit! haha.
PICTURE 6 : 7 Months on Hormones. I met the love of my life. Charlotte ❤️ We had so many amazing moments together. She was there for a lot of big steps. She helped me wear dresses in public and even to my family, this picture is me going out in a dress for the first time! Very scary, but thanks to her support, I did it. We also did a workout where i was wearing feminin clothes. I received an immense amount of love and support from her.
Picture 7 : about 8-9 Months on Hormones. I work very hard for a future with charlotte. I got a new appartment, away from princess diamonds, but it basicly needed to be rebuild. We both got very sick, we had to travel, we had to do a lot of paperwork. It overwhelmed me. At this time, I also became very very emotional. Before hormones, I was a very logical person and I never cried... but now, I cry almost every day. I cry from happyness, sadness, or just when watching a movie. I worked so hard that I got very very tired. To a point everything got overwhelming for both me and her. She needed some time and eventually we broke up.
Picture 8 : 9-10 Months To deal with the pain of the breakup (I never experienced such pain before), I did everything I could to feel better. I workout a lot. To the point of failure. I take hair growth pills, I try and go outside, I try to feel good about myself cause there is clear progress now. I see progress, but I'm not feeling good. I miss her so much...
Picture 9 : 10-11 Months on HRT. Oh my god I look like a girl. You can even see my boobs in this dress. That is so crazy to me! I still see a guy in the mirror, but some days, some moments, I feel like myself. Wish my hair was longer too. Charlotte and I have been talking online on discord a lot about what happend. I hope we can work this out. The hope gives me strength to continue
Picture 10 : 1 year on hormones. Charlotte and I worked things out and when we finally saw eachother again it was an instant click again. We enjoy every little second together. I am very happy. I feel i'm getting more and more feminin and i'm excited for the future. This time, I'm working abit less and I am just enjoying the moment. Life is more than just work... Charlotte needs to go back to the UK for legal reasons soon... just for a month. We will miss eachother very hard, but we got this. ❤️
Hope you enjoyed my 1 year on hormones story!! ❤️