Published: October 19th 2024, 6:04:54 am
LIFE UPDATE
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Oh my, all the sweet reactions under my video of me without a wig in the new appartment warmed my heart ❤️ Charlotte tells me the same thing, that I shouldn't talk down on myself.
I'm just abit frustrated that the feminization isn't going as fast as I would like it to go I guess.
I shouldn't be so insecure, it is probably draining for her too, to lift me up and support me. (She does a really good job and I am very happy)
Last couple of days I have been feeling very sick.
Right now, it is 7:57 in the morning but I couldn't sleep longer because of the pain. I am tired and ill and it is taking its toll on me I think.
During this illness and being tired, I pushed myself and worked hard in the appartment (so did charlotte by the way). Someone crashed my car, I made sure the sissy market keeps on going, I painted the kitchen, i got family to help us, I tried to keep my socials alive while at the same time trying to be at my best for Charlotte, and be good company to be around with. Oh and I also arranged an electrician, a new warm water boiler, a new fridge, a new microwave, new beds, new desks, new chairs, paid all my bills, got my travel documents for the UK, helping charlotte with her documents, you name it. Usually, I can easily handle all of this but thanks to feeling so sick, it is abit much. I think yesterday finally caught up with me and I bursted into tears. Writing this, I still cry a little bit.
I can't wait for this stupid fucking illness to be over.
I think it is covid by the way.
❤️
Joyce