rajekveronika
Hi, I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you—for bein..
Published: December 12th 2024, 8:24:42 am
Hi, I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you—for being here and for being a part of my journey. There are nights when I sit in my armchair, reflecting on my life, on every experience, every failure, every disappointment, and every day I've cried. This year has been particularly tough. During the summer, I went through one of the hardest times of my life. I felt frustrated, lost, and overwhelmed.
Long story short, the dreams I held on to turned out to be much harder to achieve than I ever expected. I thought that if I could just be a certain person or reach a specific place in life, everything would fall into place. But the reality is, no matter how hard you work or how much you give, there are some circles where you just won't be appreciated for who you truly are. That was a tough pill to swallow.
Then, after the summer, I came back to the U.S. And I had hard dental surgery. You see, in 2023, I had a terrible scooter accident and lost four of my natural teeth. It felt like another blow, and I had to go through a painful process of restoring my smile. Anyone who's been through dental work, especially something as extensive as mine, can imagine the pain—not just physically, but emotionally, too.
But something changed in me during the F1 weekend in Vegas. In the midst of everything, something clicked. I decided to stop just surviving (emotionally ) and start truly living. I’m here now, and I’m grateful—grateful for the best subscribers, the chance to create for people who truly appreciate it, and the opportunity to do what I love. I’m giving it my all: staying active, eating healthy, working out, and staying positive. I've never tried drugs , and I know that these choices are helping me become the best version of myself.
I know this might sound like I’m bragging, but honestly, I’m still learning to be okay with where I am. No matter what I do, I sometimes feel like I’m not doing enough. I want to squeeze every bit of life I can, like squeezing a lemon—you know, the more you press, the more lemonade you get. And I’m here, trying my best to live fully and appreciate every moment.
Thank you for being part of this journey with me. It means more than words can say.
And I’m truly sorry if sometimes it feels like I’m not doing my best for you. I’m only human, with both good and bad days. Every day, I’m dealing with a lot—trying to help my friends and family, while also doing my best to make your day brighter and easier.
But remember I’m always here for you .
Ve ❤️
And now I have to go dry my hair . 🙂