If I can explain to myself what my life means now, it means that not everything I do I need to give my heart to it. This is a traumatic loss, and people might be confused of my personal choices sometimes being with other people so soon? But what it is that, I crave the feeling of a man who loves me. I love my husband so much, and just what it appears on the outside is not what it is on the inside. I give my devotion and relationship to the eternal 🥲🕊️