These days I’ve been trying to get back in figure modeling shape! The past two years since Covid 19 lockdowns, have been a real journey to gain back control of my health. Right around the New Year 2020 was when I was organized to model for a bunch of classes around my town. But it never happened due to everything needing to be canceled and closed.
For some reason that year I went through some drastic spiritual changes. I was living as a live-in nanny at a Pro Surfer’s house, though it wasn’t quite glamorous. We were all in a poverty-level state, to some extent the living conditions were ~ I was never paid to be a nanny really, but I decided to take the offer because I want to be a pro surfer and I needed a place to live, so I traded my time to watch my friend’s family. Unfortunately I wasn’t even able to afford my own food then and I really only had access to the family’s food which consisted mainly of over-sugared cheap foods. I took what I could to survive in that time and I can honestly say I looked like a completely different person due to my living conditions and mental stress states. I’ll never take it for granted though. It’s made me the strong minded spiritual woman I am today. I knew I had to experience that life to find the true joys of what living a life to my own dreams meant, and that means hard times sometimes to appreciate the prize at the end of the road.
Today I am very grateful to have this amount of success to be able to afford and healthy diet and free time workout often so I can get back to my ideal modeling career and business. Not fully back to where I was 3 years before Covid, but almost!
