Sorry to poof guys, if you haven't been following on twitter..
Published: July 27th 2021, 2:42:32 pm
Sorry to poof guys, if you haven't been following on twitter then I'm sure you're very lost. I've lost two cherished family members last week and the past few weeks had been especially hard as I was trying to be with my father/mother in laws as much as possible for his remaining time he had left. While my father in laws death had been coming due to his year long fight with stomach cancer, my grandmas sudden passing really shook me to my core. She passed last Monday, just 2 days after I had been told she wasn't doing well. I didn't get the chance to see her or even say goodbye in person during her last days, the best I got was a phone call and that just wasn't the same. Sadly it has been years since I've been able to see my family back home and trying to cope with her loss has been very difficult for me. I have moments where I can't believe I've lost her, can't believe I couldn't hug her one last time, it's all overwhelming and I've been shutting down a lot more than I'd like to admit. I'm hoping to get back to some sort of normalcy and get back to posting but until then I wanted to update you guys on what's been going on in my life. Thank you guys that have been subscribed and are still here during this hard time, I truly appreciate your support and lubbs. 💜