Published: January 3rd 2025, 6:23:27 pm
FAPPY FUCKIN NEW YEAR BITCHES!!! We Did IT!!! 😳🚩 Still Can’t believe we’ve survived another year on mfing Earth y’all!!! Muah ha ha ha Ha HA Ahhhhhh!!!! 💪😅😩🔫 GOOD JOB!!! 2024 is already feeling like the calm B4 the shit storm. I’ve been crippled…with not only with my hernia surgeries but in fear of 2025. I’m no stranger to uncertainty and living in fear. My PTSD is a daily struggle of trying to figure out what’s causing my angst and discomfort. Sometimes the fear is real, like loosing my housing or job. But sometimes it’s also self induced via doom scrolling. I had to remind myself I can only do so much and can only deal with what’s happening in the present moment. Taking a social media break helps. Just need to refocus my fear/anger energy into something I CAN control. Like continuing to regain my strength and keep my sanity. The stronger I am, the more confident I will be. These past 4 weeks have left me feeling weaker than ever. Still have 2 weeks of recovery to go. However like a rainbow naked tucán I shall rise again!! Muah ha ha! Ty all so so so sooooo fucin much for your continued support. As long as y’all believe in me…it’d just be rude to give up now. Anyways Here’s to another crazy year on Earth. Wishing u and urs all the best. TY again for helping to save me. All my LOVE, #MandyKitana of #mandyland #rainbowbush