Behind the scenes. I mumble a lot to myself when thinking about what to record. Most of what I do is spur of the moment, based on how I'm feeling unfortunately. I'd like to plan more and set the camera up better, to make actually porn videos for you guys but my negative attitude has always gotten in the way of this. The nerves once I press record too, I don't understand why it hasn't gotten any easier. I hope you are enjoying what I provide, even if it is very amateur. Xx