Hi guys💕 it took me a long time to decide whether to do this..
Published: May 16th 2024, 12:38:37 am
Hi guys💕 it took me a long time to decide whether to do this or not🤔 but my creative nature just bursts out 💫 and wants to share my life✨ (partly funny) experiences with the world✍️ so I am starting a new section on my page😉
here and now only 💥
TOP OF MY LAMEST DATES 👀
part1
"I wasn't looking for serious relationships or the one on a white horse. I just needed to feel cool. Right now, right here. Why want something or strive for something when today people drool over you and tell you how special and unique you are. Of course, the next morning, sitting in the back seat of the economy car, your uniqueness disappears, but it didn't matter. Another day. Another episode. Today on a new date, I'll feel needed again, at least for one night. It was the dating app era. 'Blue beard', 'four holes in the ear', 'not tasty'. Funny, but I didn't even remember the names, my phone's notebook looked something like that, although most often the numbers just got blocked. At some point, it started to play in reverse. And it annoyed me that everyone sees me as just a fun brunette and nothing more. So finally I decided that my next man has to see my soul at first. Such a request to the universe. And I got an answer. I swiped him because in one of the pictures he was holding a Bible, like the one on my mum's cupboard. Maybe you remember? Such a blue one with bright pictures? In short, I met an Orthodox adept. Without trash and madness. Just a guy believed in God and couldn't go out on Sundays because of the church service. Why not? Moreover, it didn't look funny, even the opposite. An Orthodox intellectual. He spoke non-stop comparing me with unknown characters from books. Knew everything about everything. But… Everything here spun in exactly the opposite direction. He decidedly didn't want me. At first, it was pretty good, I definitely got what I looked for, then it began to annoy, then I finally got sick of it. All previous thoughts that my body is perceived as meat just disappeared. My mind was screaming: HEY look here, isn't this more interesting than mountain preaching? But it wasn't for him at all… Then I thought: no matter what, I'd fuck him."
p.s : If you liked it and you really want to know what happened next, I would be happy if you would support my endeavours below, so that I can release the second part sooner🙌