hey guys i was given advice to start dilating everyday to heal my chronic fissure. ever since 2021 i have been dealing with sharp stinging pain from penetration and it has hindered my sex life so much. what was so enjoyable had turned into kinda of a fear that i was going to get hurt and just had to deal with it. i even have to use numbing cream in order to even have sex now. which sucks because my partner also gets numbed and it's not ideal to just numb the pain. i started doing this and im now able to put a tiny dildo up my ass without it tearing it up or without pain. hopefully I'll be able to enjoy sex without numbing soon 🥺 I've been on a downward spiral ever since 2021 with both physical and mental limitations. i hope this year is the year i heal from all that and get to live my life with joy in the things i do once again ❤️
