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Hey friends! Sorry I haven’t posted in a few days I took this weekend to take a break from posting and editing🤓
Made this video of a look into my weekend while visiting upstate New York. Feeling really emotional and grateful after watching it🥰
First off, I want to say thank you for all of your continued support and love. Your messages and love inspires me and keeps me motivated every single day🙏🏼
Second, I want to talk a bit about my past and why I feel so empowered today. I grew up in Alabama. Conservative family/community. I went to catholic high school(yes I wore a uniform🤤😜) My parents found out I was gay my senior year. The very first thing they said is “this is awful, we are going to get you fixed” I will never forget that. My parents sent me to Christian conversion therapy. As many of you can relate to this, I already hated myself at this time period and didn’t want to be this way. I was convinced something was wrong with me💔
At a time where I needed love and support from the people that are supposed to love me most, I was shown hate. It hurt so bad, and still hurts just as bad to this day🥹
By my sophomore year of college(yes I played college soccer and yes I showered naked with the entire soccer team🥵⚽️) I had began accepting and loving myself for who I am(a horny jock, duh🤣)
Things have gotten better in a way with my family, I suppose. But, it does hurt that I know they will never truly love and embrace the sweet loving gayyyyyy
person that I am🏳️🌈
But you know what? I don’t feel the pain and hurt as much as I once did… I feel so proud of myself for rising out of the hate, finding myself and letting the hardships make me a more loving, compassionate person. I hold no grudge against my family. It’s all good😊
It’s so empowering to me to be loud and proud and not only be gay af… but to be proudly doing gay porn… I live my life for myself, and if anyone has an issue with that then they don’t have to be a part of it. I am the priority. You are the priority… and I will never let anyone treat me that way ever again🚫
From the bottom of my heart… Thanks for being a part of my journey. I love you❤️💪🏼
xo Justin