OK so I’ve realized I haven’t been consistent as I want in O..
Published: July 10th 2022, 1:01:17 am
OK so I’ve realized I haven’t been consistent as I want in OF so I’m going to write something I don’t know if anyone cares LOL
I’ve been wanting to do a JOI video but I keep redoing it over and over, and it’s messing me up in my head!! Why?? Because I want it to be “perfect”!!! Seriously!! I really love what I’m doing on OF, but sometimes I feel like you guys aren’t going to like it. I really think this is all in my head so I’ve decided to let go and be more authentic!!
I’m going to start being more and more me!! I’m going to let go of the idea of being perfect in my head so I can be way more consistent!
If you don’t understand, imagine this: I literally try to film the same video concept over and over during the week… and then since I don’t think it’s perfect enough for you guys I SCRAP the entire idea and then there’s no video ✌️😔 sometimes I rewatch the videos I make and I find so many imperfections, like maybe Im too fat or whatever I’m saying isn’t sexy, etc. But I’ve realized that this is all in my head and it’s just me beating myself up!
Anyways, that’s the truth! I am a real person behind the screen and my boob pictures lol
Anyways x2 I’ve finally let go!! And now I’m about to send you my first JOI video featuring a vibrator in the DMs!! So make sure to check it :) love you guys!!