Published: September 17th 2025, 1:02:04 pm
dear diary... ✍🏻
it just occurred to me that I haven't done one of these diary entries since... January?! I used to say that I was going to try and do 1 per week, so that's a little embarrassing 😅
so far, this year has felt incredibly busy, but I also feel like I haven't really achieved anything at the same time??? how the hell does that work lol
but anyway, I'll try to catch you up on what's been happening in life lately 🥰
in the last diary update I did, I was talking a lot about the MMF threesome that I'd just done! at the time of that entry, the video hadn't been released yet, but now of course it's been out for months, and I'm STILL receiving messages from people saying it's the hottest vid they've ever seen 🥹 not just their favourite vid of mine... but their favourite porn vid of all time 🤯
which is crazy to me. like I know it's a hot fucking vid, but hearing those words from other people is so damn cool. I truly just love sharing good porn with the world! ❤️
here's what's happened since then...
I still live in Cyprus! ☀️ I love it here so much. there are deffo downsides of living here and there are certain little things I miss about the UK, but overall it's the best decision I've ever made! just a few days ago I went snorkelling at a beach 10 mins away from my house and swam with turtles 🐢
I've visited other parts of the island too this year! I live by the beach, near quite a touristy area, but earlier this year for Josh's birthday we went up to the mountains and it was sooo beautiful! we filmed a super aesthetic video of us fucking and me getting a facial on our balcony at sunrise with the mountains in the background. it's probably the "arty-est" looking vid we've filmed 😅
my Sister visited us in Cyprus for the first time this year too! she stayed with us for a week and now I think she wants to move here too 😅 it was a really fun week, and we even managed to film some dick ratings together, just like old times! 🍆
there have been some 'not so fun' parts to this year too though if I'm being truly honest... I don't want to get tooooo personal and depressing here, but basicallyyy I was diagnosed with ADHD yeaaaaars ago. at the time, I refused medication. I thought I'd be okay without it, and for a long time I was! but this year I've been struggling with it more and more. it's been stopping me from doing the things I love, reach my full potential and has caused me to feel pretty negatively about myself... which is why I have an appointment soon with a psychiatrist 🥳 I'm hoping that finally being medicated will fix a lot of things. so fingers crossed! 🤞🏼
I've been spending a lot of time with friends this year too. porn and non-porn friends 🤣 just a few weeks ago, one of our closest friends from England came over to visit us. it was a fun but messssssy week 😅🥂
a fair amount of debauchery has happened over the last few months too... included but not limited to... jerking off Josh & our guy friend at the same time, sneaking out of the house at 3AM to get my pussy licked by another guy and a LOT of skinny dipping with multiple guy & girl friends in our pool 🥵
Josh and I are so annoyed with ourselves though. we really wanted to go to XBIZ (porn convention) again this year and potentially film more collabs, but we got our dates mixed up and couldn't end up going 😭😭
I'm hoping we can plan some more collabs/hook ups soon though! 🤞🏼 the other day Josh and I were even discussing me going back to the UK by myself for a week and maybe getting up to some naughtiness alone while I'm over there 👀
as for imminent plans in general... well, I should really be working right now. I have SO many custom videos to film at the moment 😬 idk what's happened, but my custom video/photo/dick rating orders have been going crazy over the last few months! I'm not complaining though, as custom content is my favourite thing to film 🥳
but yeah I should really get to that soon, because next week my Mum & Brother are flying over to Cyprus to visit, then immediately after they leave, Josh and I are flying to Malaga to see some of his family there! ✈️ so it's going to be a busy couple of weeks ahead 👌🏻
I'm deffo going to browse through dating apps while I'm in Spain, but tbh it'll probably be pretty difficult to make anything actually happen, considering we're going to be with family the whole time 😅 but hey, never say never 😉
right I should really get to filming content now! 🎥 I might also try to film a new cumshot video today too 😏
k byeeeeeeeeeeee! 👋🏼
Jade 💕