Im not sure if theres a good way of breaking this news when you do what i do, but I just found out i am 5 weeks pregnant. The guy wants nothing to do with me or the baby (same guy from my last video) and i feel really overwhelmed.
Im not sure if i want to continue making content, its something i love, but not something society supports moms doing.
Even tho it’s stressful thinking about doing this all on my own, without my mom or sisters, i also feel excited thinking about being a mom.
Im only 5 weeks right now, and really i wont know if everything is okay until around 12 weeks, so until then you wont here much from me, i dont wanna be too excited just in case.
I wanna be the best mom i can be, and i want to work hard for this little bean, ive been going to the gym every other day, eating healthy, and just learning how to accept everything thats out of my control.
If you have any advice on what i should do please share it with me 🩷
When i told the guy about being pregnant he sent me a message and said that i should look into birth control/abortion options, and hes blocked me after i asked for his last name and more info about him, so please dont send me messages that i should send to him, i wont be able to contact the baby dad and honestly i dont want anyone in my babies life who doesnt want to be there :)
I am talking to my dad again and hes been super helpful and supportive in all of this, i love my dad so much.
Sorry if this wasn’t news you were expecting from me, if this affects you negatively im sorry ❤️ do whats best for you and if no longer supporting me financially while i figure things out is that, theres no hard feelings on my end. Ive never wanted this to be a place guys come to be broke and hopeless, i want you all to feel as stong, loved and important as you make me feel ❤️
And i want you to be happy :) it makes me happy weather you are here or not
Xoxo🤗
