Published: August 23rd 2025, 10:35:04 pm
the long awaited weigh in!!! (more text under cut, just don't wanna spoil before y'all watch the video)
to give context, since i know this isnt the number y'all expected--i had got down to ~322lbs in july after finally recovering from being sick. since starting the heavy cream drive and moving, i have gained at LEAST 2lbs a week!!
if i can keep up this pace, in a year that'd be over 100 lbs. holy fuck?? i'm not gonna say that will happen but... god, what if it does? is that even possible? i can't wait to be heavier in any way though, still.. just thinking about the effect it will have on me drives me insane--i cant think of anything else, i literally once sat at my desk and binged for hours instead of working--and the urge to eat something fattening as possible gets incredibly intense. and this is just the start??