Published: December 23rd 2024, 6:00:17 pm
Ya know, I usually love Christmas. It's a time of reflection and love. But since I moved, I'll be spending this one pretty alone. No family or friends. But at least I have my love!! ππβ¨
Looking back, I'm not sure all the choices I made this year were the right ones. If they were, I wouldn't be alone right? Maybe if I was more outgoing, more eccentric, more stable, or more driven, I would've felt like I earned something for myself this year. Or have company to keep me warm. π₯Ίβ€οΈβπ©Ήβ¨
At least I can say without a doubt, I'm truly loved π₯° I've gotten so many gifts this year and it's really raised my spirits!! I got a drawing pad, a dress, a jacket and so much more!! Like 15 gifts π₯°π₯°π₯° God I am loved :3
Also I'm definitely on the nice list :3 hehehe being kind is my strongest strength, and I definitely proved it this year. Maybe that's my biggest gift for Christmas? Finally, a defined character trait that I can be proud of π₯°πβοΈ
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed my internal reflection!! And I hope that when you look back into the person you are today, that you can give yourself some slack, and give yourself lots of love π₯Ίπ«β¨