Published: July 28th 2025, 7:45:30 pm
KINDA LONG UPDATE FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO READ BUT NO PRESSURE CAUSE I DONT WANT TO RUIN ANYONES JERK OFF SESSION JUST FOR PEOPLE WHO WANNA KNOW. in all seriousness i've been dealing with PMDD and it's been so bad. It gives me terrible mood swings, rage, depression, anxiety, hyper sensitivity. until my cycle starts and its fixed instantly for 2 weeks then comes back. It's like next level PMS i guess. I tried going on SRRI's which gave me debilitating side affects that took a while to feel back to normal from after quitting. I've been trying really hard to balance everything. If you notice i'm way more active for one half of the month and then the other half i'm less energetic and social, that's why. by the way i've had soooo many offers from so many agencies of people trying to get on board and run my page. It's been tempting yall. I'm trying to figure out the next steps of my life and having more time on my hands would be helpful. But like??? they wanna pretend to be me in chats?? They want to choose what i post and have full control? Some of yall ive been talking to for YEARS on here. that's the fun part. sharing my freaky side with people who love to see it and support me. like it's not just a porn site, yknow?? They've offered me crazy numbers and i just cant get behind it. Maybe i'll get an assistant or something but i've tried to stay authentic on here for so long i just dont foresee becoming one of those annoying Sophie Rain pages. Maybe when i quit all together, so people can still have the option to get content, but even then idk. I feel like those accounts are ruining the uniqueness of the platform. ALSO the reason I'm often behind on customs is cause my place is just not a good filming location. its super small, not private enough and i've outgrown it. i'm looking to get a new place so i will be more comfy and have all the time to do that stuff! Anyways this was such a long rant i just wanted to explain why im not always super active. thanks for supporting!!