I find that I'm very sensitive to a lot of things especially..
Published: July 4th 2022, 1:51:43 am

I find that I'm very sensitive to a lot of things especially recently.
I have been dealing with a lot of stress at work. I have been navigating through other new situations I've never dealt with before. And also, trying to find the right balance between SW, OnlyFans, my day job and spending time with my partner. I feel like I never have enough time, and find it difficult to say no to new opportunities as they arise. I end up in situations where I feel too overwhelmed with how much I have going on in life because I'm too afraid that these opportunities won't be around forever.
Even for SW, I won't be pretty and hot forever so I should smash it out while I can right? Or even for OnlyFans, the market is becoming more and more saturated everyday so I should capitalise on it while I can! Or for my day job, I may never receive an offer or position like this again so I should take it?!?!?
But then I had this epic realisation today that we create our own opportunities. And a lot of the opportunities I have today only exist because I turned down other opportunities. So what is there to be afraid of?
Side note, I would never date a 20 year old. They're still trying to work shit out and I would hate to be caught in the cross-fire. Shoutout to my boyfriend btw, thnx for dealing with my shit. And to all of you as well, I'm pretty sure I have contradicted myself a million times and a half times since I started posting on OnlyFans because well... Idk I'm very flippant and still trying to work shit out.
Have a good day everyone! :D