When we were thinking about what to call this new subcategory of our “Body Modification”-series, my Master said, “We can call it “fitness,” but that term doesn’t do justice to what you’re doing.” What does he mean by that?
Well, he means the many, many hours I spend in the gym every week — all the strength training, both traditional and functional, with heavy weights, and the cardio training. He means I stick to my training plan almost daily with very few exceptions. And that I even got myself a personal trainer who optimizes my training. All of this goes hand in hand with tracking calories and macronutrients and an overall more conscious diet, recently supplemented by intermittent fasting. All these hours and hours of effort and dedication cannot be summed up with the single word “fitness,” and he’s right about that. After all, I appreciate that he recognizes my efforts like that.
Nevertheless, for lack of a better term: Here is part 1 of my “fitness” journey. It's all about my figure and perfecting it. The goal is an actual doll's body: slim waist, flat stomach, huge booty. I'm giving it my all at the moment.
As many of you who have been with us for a while know, I had severe weight problems some time ago. I gained a lot of weight in a short space of time. I even received some negative comments online, but what bothered me even more was that I didn't feel attractive enough for my Master anymore. He is a very visually oriented person and responds sexually primarily to visual stimuli. My job as his slave was then and still is to completely satisfy him sexually. That is my sole purpose. You can probably imagine what the temporary excess weight triggered in me. It was not a good time even though he did his best to support me. And it will undoubtedly take a long time for me to recover from it. I'm currently struggling with body dysmorphia, but I'm doing my best to do good things for myself to stabilize myself mentally. I'm getting more and more positive feedback about my body, especially from you guys and my Owner, which is, of course, the most important thing to me ❤️.
Ultimately, my appearance, along with my devotion, is what defines me as a slave and pure sex object. That's why I see optimizing my body as my job. I still have a long way to go to perfection or a satisfactory state, but I'm enjoying every single step and fighting hard to achieve my goals.
