Published: December 21st 2024, 5:14:13 pm
I’m not a fan of this time of year. I was hoping this year, having another person around who I have mutual caring about each other situation with, that it would be easier; in many ways it is… just in unexpected ways it isn’t. These are all me problems, I know that, I don’t want to be a grinch… it’s just there’s more going on to remind me of all the years of Christmas’s spent alone in one way or another, now I’m not alone but my body doesn’t know what to do about that. I’m like an anxious dog that’s so used to getting beaten that now being gently petted makes me wee everywhere in fear.
Anyway, I managed to Take some more pictures of my arse just before I had a big old breakdown on the sofa. Don’t even know what about, just the season for that sort of thing I guess. Anyway, Love you, hope you’re all keeping it together better than I am. Merry Solstice!