I want to apologize for my absence. I've rarely been on over the last few months (also absent from tiktok) I feel horrible. Of course it has effected me financially. I have trouble reaching put for help when it's needed and it's something I am working on. I appreciate everyone who has helped me and checked up on me. I ended up in the hospital from an absence that made the left side of my face swell up and make it hard for me to completely open my eye. I'm still have a fever which concerns me because it's been about a month since it was drained bit I'm well enough to be active on all social media platforms. Again I sincerely apologize. The swelling made me extremely insecure and I've been battling an ED and I'm still fighting to accept myself. The whole absces thing just happened to make it a bit worse.... but here I am. Ready to take the world on again!!!
