I was gonna lie and say i got covid and that’s was i’ve been..
Published: June 4th 2024, 7:04:44 pm
I was gonna lie and say i got covid and that’s was i’ve been MIA but that’s fucked up because u guys mean a lot to me 😭 i’m gonna be real with you i’ve been just feeling like ugly as fuck and no amount of me feels attractive enough to take a picture and post it cause i’m judging myself harshly and ik you guys wouldn’t but some people are also mean and what if they make comments about my insecurities and UGH makes me wanna cry. I’m sorry guys 😭 The winter in the woods and me having to make food all the time and no take out meant so much fried food and potatoes pretty much no other vegetables 😭 and fruit is so expensive out of season 😭 i’m back at fluctuating between 148-154 pounds and that was the weight my ex said a lot of mean shit about me at so i’m just extra sensitive 😭 My skin also got real fucked up cause of stress and then i pick everything on me so they took forever to heal plus created more pimples. MY SKIN IS CLEAR NOW THO SO W. I’m trying to work out more now and to eat better but it’s going to take awhile to feel better about myself. Weighing myself and seeing it that high triggered my ED and idk shit is just rough rn 😭 i’m really sorry for not posting and I hope my old content has been enough for at least the little bit i was away.
I’m so sorry i haven’t gotten to anybodies dms and havent sent customs in a good minute. I have everything ready to send i just haven’t left my cabin in literal months. I be anxious and feel gross about myself. i’m probably gonna give myself another day to answer dms cause it’s really making me anxious about how long it’s been and i hate disappointing you guys