I’ve taken thousands of pictures of myself over these years ..
Published: February 23rd 2024, 4:30:52 pm
I’ve taken thousands of pictures of myself over these years on Onlyfans. I’ve seen myself grow and change through the lens. Sometimes I catch myself wondering if I’m still as beautiful as I was. From the lines on my face to the strength in my hands, I can fixate on many parts of my physicality and question their worth. But then I stop and I gaze deeply into the eyes of the person I see in the mirror, or in the photo. I remember that this person is an experience I am having. I am not this body, this countenance, this personality. I am the light of awareness behind my gaze. I am a witness to my own unfolding. What else am I here to do, if not to love and marvel at every aspect of this experience? This state of human being. This is what I mean when I say I love you.