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SUPER SFW UPDATE (TW: MENTION OF H*R*SSM*NT AND SU!CID3) The other day, I had a really bad episode. I decided to deactivate all my social media accounts. I have this feeling I want to start from a clean slate. I may have let too many people in these personal accounts e.g., FB and IG, and I feel like I am constantly being chased or watched over. A guy who harassed me in High School even recently messaged me, constantly trying to get in touch with me and I am terrified and losing my shit, but I have to keep it together. Idk. I also felt that I was starting to compare myself to other content creators, and I hate that. I hate seeing them as competition, because I am here not to compete with anybody. I am here to make genuine connections and improvements for myself. As much as I am grateful for these numbers, I am not here for them. I am here to support others and cheer for their successes, not be insecure about them! So I am taking a step back on these platforms. I will still be active on Fansly and Reddit, but I’m really tempted to make new accounts for FB and IG, though I don’t know if I will make it public :\\ it just gives me anxiety. People using my personal photos, people still attempting to leak my content, and finding out personal information about me to threaten me. It’s discouraging and disheartening and the problem is I am not even a big content creator so I feel very powerless. I’ve been feeling really depressed and let down, so I am gonna be more private for a little while. I hope you guys understand! I still want to show my vulnerabilities, however, since I think a lot of people are driven to be strong, but it’s definitely ok to not be! Due to my depression recently, I even stopped attending my previous semester, so I need to fix some things with the university. I’m gonna be honest—I’m tired. I am fucking exhausted haha and I just wanna stop and disappear (iykyk). I’ve been thinking about offing myself. I’m trying really hard to steer the wheel away from that path. I am tired, but I try. I hope y

Published: February 24th 2023, 4:08:05 am

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SUPER SFW UPDATE (TW: MENTION OF H*R*SSM*NT AND SU!CID3) The other day, I had a really bad episode. I decided to deactivate all my social media accounts. I have this feeling I want to start from a clean slate. I may have let too many people in these personal accounts e.g., FB and IG, and I feel like I am constantly being chased or watched over. A guy who harassed me in High School even recently messaged me, constantly trying to get in touch with me and I am terrified and losing my shit, but I have to keep it together. Idk. I also felt that I was starting to compare myself to other content creators, and I hate that. I hate seeing them as competition, because I am here not to compete with anybody. I am here to make genuine connections and improvements for myself. As much as I am grateful for these numbers, I am not here for them. I am here to support others and cheer for their successes, not be insecure about them! So I am taking a step back on these platforms. I will still be active on Fansly and Reddit, but I’m really tempted to make new accounts for FB and IG, though I don’t know if I will make it public :\\ it just gives me anxiety. People using my personal photos, people still attempting to leak my content, and finding out personal information about me to threaten me. It’s discouraging and disheartening and the problem is I am not even a big content creator so I feel very powerless. I’ve been feeling really depressed and let down, so I am gonna be more private for a little while. I hope you guys understand! I still want to show my vulnerabilities, however, since I think a lot of people are driven to be strong, but it’s definitely ok to not be! Due to my depression recently, I even stopped attending my previous semester, so I need to fix some things with the university. I’m gonna be honest—I’m tired. I am fucking exhausted haha and I just wanna stop and disappear (iykyk). I’ve been thinking about offing myself. I’m trying really hard to steer the wheel away from that path. I am tired, but I try. I hope y

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ANNOUNCEMENT 📢 

Long read. I appreciate anyone who will read this :)

During my break, I realised how much more focused I can be without social media. It was so easy to get used to not checking my phone constantly and it really gave me peace. 

I don’t wanna quit Fansly. I don’t wanna stop being openly sexual (very tempted to say slut, but figured I should take this formally and seriously). I still wanna explore since there is so much more out there to do and experiment with! I wanna make more content, I need to collab with more fellow content creators, I wanna keep sharing stuff with you guys!

I don’t like being online as much anymore because it just makes me really sad and anxious, but don’t get me wrong! It has helped me a lot too and I am more comfortable in my own skin than ever 🖤 Plus, I love knowing things about you all, but I’m sure most of you understand where I am coming from.

I will still be active on Fansly and will still be releasing different kinds of content and yes, g/g is still coming out! I will still be taking requests and posting like usual, but please do note that due to this, I cannot engage with everyone instantly. I do not promise to respond to chats 24/7 because 1) I am genuinely a bad texter and 2) I am better with irl commitment. 

I TRY TO ENGAGE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND IN MY OWN WAY. I find it easier to interact via comments instead of private chats, so I have ceased receiving message requests from Reddit and other platforms besides Snapchat and Telegram (FOR SUBSCRIBERS ONLY). 

I love you all, I really do! I don’t want anyone to feel left behind, but I am also working on myself, and I appreciate those who understand this a WHOLE BUNCH. I treasure you, I hope you know that! Especially those I know who are struggling as well and share with me their journey.

CONTINUATION AND NEW RULES IN THE COMMENT SECTION.

#fyp #Asian #Filipina #shorthair #pierced #skinny #petite #smalltits #tattoo #free

ANNOUNCEMENT 📢 Long read. I appreciate anyone who will read this :) During my break, I realised how much more focused I can be without social media. It was so easy to get used to not checking my phone constantly and it really gave me peace. I don’t wanna quit Fansly. I don’t wanna stop being openly sexual (very tempted to say slut, but figured I should take this formally and seriously). I still wanna explore since there is so much more out there to do and experiment with! I wanna make more content, I need to collab with more fellow content creators, I wanna keep sharing stuff with you guys! I don’t like being online as much anymore because it just makes me really sad and anxious, but don’t get me wrong! It has helped me a lot too and I am more comfortable in my own skin than ever 🖤 Plus, I love knowing things about you all, but I’m sure most of you understand where I am coming from. I will still be active on Fansly and will still be releasing different kinds of content and yes, g/g is still coming out! I will still be taking requests and posting like usual, but please do note that due to this, I cannot engage with everyone instantly. I do not promise to respond to chats 24/7 because 1) I am genuinely a bad texter and 2) I am better with irl commitment. I TRY TO ENGAGE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND IN MY OWN WAY. I find it easier to interact via comments instead of private chats, so I have ceased receiving message requests from Reddit and other platforms besides Snapchat and Telegram (FOR SUBSCRIBERS ONLY). I love you all, I really do! I don’t want anyone to feel left behind, but I am also working on myself, and I appreciate those who understand this a WHOLE BUNCH. I treasure you, I hope you know that! Especially those I know who are struggling as well and share with me their journey. CONTINUATION AND NEW RULES IN THE COMMENT SECTION. #fyp #Asian #Filipina #shorthair #pierced #skinny #petite #smalltits #tattoo #free