trashdoll

Hey guys ! If you hopped in my stream earlier and saw me crying : well that’s nothing new. But here’s why: I lost my main job a few weeks ago and today I lost the other half of my job . I’ve been trying to adjust after literally spending a ton of money on early Xmas presents , thinking I’d still have a job the next day .. fortunately I had three job titles, working for the same boss , so I still had two jobs to survive on , today while in streams as I tried to log into my work email I discovered the password and recovery device had been changed and I had an instant panic attack . I’m 99.9% sure I no longer have a real job and due to my mental disabilities I can’t apply for a basic position anywhere . And I don’t have the supportive fan base to be able to do enough sexual favors to survive on. . The phrase “I’m fucked” doesn’t even cover part of it . I’m so fucked

Published: November 21st 2024, 1:31:47 am

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Hey guys ! If you hopped in my stream earlier and saw me crying : well that’s nothing new. But here’s why: I lost my main job a few weeks ago and today I lost the other half of my job . I’ve been trying to adjust after literally spending a ton of money on early Xmas presents , thinking I’d still have a job the next day .. fortunately I had three job titles, working for the same boss , so I still had two jobs to survive on , today while in streams as I tried to log into my work email I discovered the password and recovery device had been changed and I had an instant panic attack . I’m 99.9% sure I no longer have a real job and due to my mental disabilities I can’t apply for a basic position anywhere . And I don’t have the supportive fan base to be able to do enough sexual favors to survive on. . The phrase “I’m fucked” doesn’t even cover part of it . I’m so fucked

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