toria_l

I want to share my thoughts and experiences. Honestly, when I left my family, I thought that I would be happy . I thought that my relationship with my family would change. But no . Every time I see that it doesn't change. For example, yesterday my mother told me that she regrets that she did not raise me and that she worked hard. I thought that I could finally talk to her about my experiences and discuss something . In the end she simply wrote: i understand 🤡🤡🤡 I just don't feel like anyone needs me. I thought that I could change my life.. But no . I have no one to go out with, I have no friends, no boyfriend. Nobody. Why did I think that I could change something if I didn’t even have anything in my city? Just stupid. It would be okay if I just cried because of all this, but because of the stress, I have pain in my heart and sometimes it’s even hard for me to breathe 🤡. Why am I writing this here? Don't know . Maybe so that later I can open my page and read my thoughts . Maybe in the future it will be easier for me.. But not now .

Published: February 11th 2024, 1:57:38 pm

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I want to share my thoughts and experiences. Honestly, when I left my family, I thought that I would be happy . I thought that my relationship with my family would change. But no . Every time I see that it doesn't change. For example, yesterday my mother told me that she regrets that she did not raise me and that she worked hard. I thought that I could finally talk to her about my experiences and discuss something . In the end she simply wrote: i understand 🤡🤡🤡 I just don't feel like anyone needs me. I thought that I could change my life.. But no . I have no one to go out with, I have no friends, no boyfriend. Nobody. Why did I think that I could change something if I didn’t even have anything in my city? Just stupid. It would be okay if I just cried because of all this, but because of the stress, I have pain in my heart and sometimes it’s even hard for me to breathe 🤡. Why am I writing this here? Don't know . Maybe so that later I can open my page and read my thoughts . Maybe in the future it will be easier for me.. But not now .

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