toria_l | Sorry for these thoughts before my exams. But I just want to share the pain that is in my soul. Who doesn't know, I'm 24 years old, and I've never had an intimate relationship, because I'm just afraid. I used to watch cute romantic films and dream of a happy life, a family, a husband. Every time I'm just afraid to fall in love. Because I was hurt many times, people hurt me mentally. I would just like a happy relationship where I am truly loved and where I can give love back. In order not to feel this desire, I just start working and studying a lot. And I just don't even notice life. Now, if you ask me what interesting things I saw at the age of 24, I simply cannot answer. All my 24 years I've just been learning . I would like to just lie on the bed with a guy and just cuddle and watch movies. But in the end, I just learn, learn, learn every time... Sorry for writing this. I know, I haven't written my thoughts for a long time.. But it just accumulated in me.. 🥺 I hug you 🥺❤️ #fyp #armpit #armpits #gfe #girlnextdoor #sweaty #hair #fetish | Fansly