One thing I learned when I met Jax was that I absolutely love being submissive. I love being told what to do, being used for his pleasure and pleasing him in whatever way he wants me to. I even love the huge toys that scare me a little, that nervous feeling of knowing its gonna be intense and hard to take but that I'm gonna try my best to take it to get him off just gets me off so much. Its all just such a turn on for me and I never even knew it before I met him. All I needed was someone confident enough to show me I'm a sub and how much I love it.
I remember talking to him about how nobody had been as upfront about what they are into sexually with me before or been as confident about it and he said... its pointless getting in a relationship where you aren't compatible sexually so it makes sense to just be upfront and clear about what you like from the get go. If communicating what you like puts the other person off then thats fine, they wasn't for you anyway, you would have been unsatisfied in the long term. And if they are into what you are into, or are openminded to it then you are onto a winner. It makes so much sense.
For me, when he was upfront and straight with me from the get go it was clear he was into quite kinky stuff and although I had never even really thought about any of that stuff, he intrigued me with it. He also fucked like a dream, had me cuming over and over every time we fucked and I loved his personality so with all that, learning about what he was into just made me want to do all that stuff and I thats how I learned that what I love is being submissive.
