Hey everyone.
I have thought long and hard about this, but I am deciding to take a month away from sex work. I will not be around to reply to dms, but I will uploading older content. We were recently able to get into an old hard-drive of ours that has a lot of my older content. So I will be going through that and uploading some of those while I am away.
But creating content has been a horrible struggle for me the past couple weeks. And looking more at it, it's been a struggle the past few months mentally to make content. It's been extremely difficult to feel happy with what I make. And I feel like I have been having a horrible creative block when it comes to making content. I get in front of the camera and I just can't seem to do anything that I planned out to do. Even if I felt great looking in the mirror, I've struggled with just being happy with what I produce.
I think I might just been in a big burnout. I've done this work for 7 years now and have never taken more than a week off.
On top of that my medication has been changed around a lot recently, and I do believe it's been a big cause of my distress recently.
So I just need to give myself some time. I might not even take the whole month. I've only ever taken a week, so I might only end up needing a couple. But atm I am just going to focus on taking care of myself.
I understand some of you might not be around when I come back, but I just wanna say thank you for supporting my content. I hope you have enjoyed what I've had to offer.
And I hope to come back feeling on top of things. I have so many ideas I want to do. I just need to get that confidence back in myself.
Thank you for understanding and I hope the month treats you all well ❤️
Published: April 2nd 2024, 2:11:09 pm
Hey everyone.
I have thought long and hard about this, but I am deciding to take a month away from sex work. I will not be around to reply to dms, but I will uploading older content. We were recently able to get into an old hard-drive of ours that has a lot of my older content. So I will be going through that and uploading some of those while I am away.
But creating content has been a horrible struggle for me the past couple weeks. And looking more at it, it's been a struggle the past few months mentally to make content. It's been extremely difficult to feel happy with what I make. And I feel like I have been having a horrible creative block when it comes to making content. I get in front of the camera and I just can't seem to do anything that I planned out to do. Even if I felt great looking in the mirror, I've struggled with just being happy with what I produce.
I think I might just been in a big burnout. I've done this work for 7 years now and have never taken more than a week off.
On top of that my medication has been changed around a lot recently, and I do believe it's been a big cause of my distress recently.
So I just need to give myself some time. I might not even take the whole month. I've only ever taken a week, so I might only end up needing a couple. But atm I am just going to focus on taking care of myself.
I understand some of you might not be around when I come back, but I just wanna say thank you for supporting my content. I hope you have enjoyed what I've had to offer.
And I hope to come back feeling on top of things. I have so many ideas I want to do. I just need to get that confidence back in myself.
Thank you for understanding and I hope the month treats you all well ❤️