saphiray

For the longest time, I was incredibly self-critical, constantly criticizing my body, my voice, and every little thing about myself. My past, especially the bullying I endured, had a huge impact on how I saw myself. I used to hide behind hoodies, avoiding the clothes I truly wanted to wear because of hurtful comments or my own self consciousness and how I disliked myself. I became a people-pleaser, losing my sense of self along the way and growing bitter. But things began to change around 2019 when I started creating content and meeting the right people. The kindness, compliments, and support I’ve received from so many of you have been so heartwarming. They’ve helped me start healing from my past, regain confidence, and feel happier with who I am and exploring myself and getting to know more about myself and why I am the way that I am. Even though I still have moments where I’m too harsh on myself, I’m learning to love myself more each day, and it’s been such a transformative journey. Thanks to all of you and my amazing friends, I’ve finally found peace within myself. I’ve embraced trying new things and sharing more of who I am with the world and I absolutely love teasing the hecc out of you~ ❤️ maybe I am a little bit of a brat haha So, I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you. Love you all~ Please remember to always be kind to yourself you deserve it. 💖

Published: January 7th 2025, 3:49:06 am

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For the longest time, I was incredibly self-critical, constantly criticizing my body, my voice, and every little thing about myself. My past, especially the bullying I endured, had a huge impact on how I saw myself. I used to hide behind hoodies, avoiding the clothes I truly wanted to wear because of hurtful comments or my own self consciousness and how I disliked myself. I became a people-pleaser, losing my sense of self along the way and growing bitter. But things began to change around 2019 when I started creating content and meeting the right people. The kindness, compliments, and support I’ve received from so many of you have been so heartwarming. They’ve helped me start healing from my past, regain confidence, and feel happier with who I am and exploring myself and getting to know more about myself and why I am the way that I am. Even though I still have moments where I’m too harsh on myself, I’m learning to love myself more each day, and it’s been such a transformative journey. Thanks to all of you and my amazing friends, I’ve finally found peace within myself. I’ve embraced trying new things and sharing more of who I am with the world and I absolutely love teasing the hecc out of you~ ❤️ maybe I am a little bit of a brat haha So, I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you. Love you all~ Please remember to always be kind to yourself you deserve it. 💖

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