(Vids removed by fansly- DM me)I'm still on such a high from last night..77 days of tease and denial, sexual tension, aching, frustration to the point of desperation is a lot for the body to endure. As tough as it was, I absolutely loved every second of it. I've learnt that when I get to the point of desperation, my inhibitions completely disappear.. I'm lucky that I have such a wonderful Master that keeps me safe and has my best interests at heart because if I didnt, i believe that I would probably do something stupid when I get into those states because all my rational flies out of the window. I become very impulsive and when theres a chance to give pleasure or feel some pleasure, I grab it with both hands..without thought. My horniness takes over my mind which unleashes the animal inside me.
I've named the animal inside..Samantha the Panther lol
Saying that, if I didnt have such a wonderful Master, I just know that I wouldnt be the person, slave, slut that I am today. He really has had such a huge impact on my life as well as my sexuality. He has molded me, conditioned me and I cant thank Him enough. He drives me and motivates me to be better everyday. The only downfall is that I always wish I could do more for Him..maybe it's not a downfall because it means that I will always push myself for Him.
Every now and then i look back at how I used to be and I 100% do not miss it in the slightest. I thought I was happy back then but being Master's slave/whore is where I'm truly the happiest. I make a point to look back because i never want to take Master for granted. He has opened my eyes to a lot and has even changed the way I perceive things. There was a time that I was a bit of a prude, especially when it came to seeing girls expose themselves but now, I love seeing all these hot sluts and I can see how happy they are when they're sucking cock, spreading their asses etc I totally relate to them and can see why they are so happy lol..I've missed out on so much but I dont regret it because I can appreciate it a l
Published: November 22nd 2021, 4:22:50 pm
(Vids removed by fansly- DM me)I'm still on such a high from last night..77 days of tease and denial, sexual tension, aching, frustration to the point of desperation is a lot for the body to endure. As tough as it was, I absolutely loved every second of it. I've learnt that when I get to the point of desperation, my inhibitions completely disappear.. I'm lucky that I have such a wonderful Master that keeps me safe and has my best interests at heart because if I didnt, i believe that I would probably do something stupid when I get into those states because all my rational flies out of the window. I become very impulsive and when theres a chance to give pleasure or feel some pleasure, I grab it with both hands..without thought. My horniness takes over my mind which unleashes the animal inside me.
I've named the animal inside..Samantha the Panther lol
Saying that, if I didnt have such a wonderful Master, I just know that I wouldnt be the person, slave, slut that I am today. He really has had such a huge impact on my life as well as my sexuality. He has molded me, conditioned me and I cant thank Him enough. He drives me and motivates me to be better everyday. The only downfall is that I always wish I could do more for Him..maybe it's not a downfall because it means that I will always push myself for Him.
Every now and then i look back at how I used to be and I 100% do not miss it in the slightest. I thought I was happy back then but being Master's slave/whore is where I'm truly the happiest. I make a point to look back because i never want to take Master for granted. He has opened my eyes to a lot and has even changed the way I perceive things. There was a time that I was a bit of a prude, especially when it came to seeing girls expose themselves but now, I love seeing all these hot sluts and I can see how happy they are when they're sucking cock, spreading their asses etc I totally relate to them and can see why they are so happy lol..I've missed out on so much but I dont regret it because I can appreciate it a l