UPDATE: I’m 🍊 and I have pink, like, REALLY pink hair! It was meant to be pastel pink, but I might’ve done it wrong 😭 I don’t know how to feel about it, I feel like I look so wacky and silly LOL.
I just got back to the Philippines 🇵🇭 and I am still recovering from traveling. After three weeks in Thailand, I was in Singapore for three days.
Believe it or not, I never expected that I’d be able to travel. It was just too expensive (still is ;-;) and I never thought I’d be that kind of person. All the things I thought I couldn’t do, I was able to do in 2023!
I feel that I really opened myself up last year… and now I have to get my shit together again lol. I realised, as I have been saying, as much as I love hornyposting and the wonderful people I’ve come across along the way, this job really took a toll on me the previous months and that was hard to admit, because I don’t wanna offend anyone nor have them take it the wrong way.
It made me more comfortable in my own skin, but at the same time, it requires you to post nonstop and chase people and numbers to keep being in the scene. I also honestly feel like I had to mold myself a lot into the character everyone liked, and I don’t want that anymore.
I have to accept that not everyone will like me and I will never be pretty or smart or cool enough for everybody and that’s ok.
I just want to be loved for who I am and I wanna pass that on.
I wanna keep doing and being good no matter what.
Anyhow, I miss Thailand and I hope I get to save up for more travels :) for now, back to studying and working!!
How about you? How are you doing? Are you being kind to yourself?
🪷🪷🪷
#fyp #Asian #Filipina #tattoo #pierced #tomboy #shorthair #dyed #pinkhair #alt #eyeglasses #skinny #petite #smalltits #pussy #booty #slowmotion #tease #spank #tittydrop #diary #journal #realgirl #sunkissed #tanned #tanlines
