Hello my lovely moonkips~
I hope you're all doing well and staying safe. I wanted to take a moment to update you on why there's been a bit of radio silence on my end recently – but first, don’t worry, everything is fine or getting better.
Over the past week, I've been experiencing some health issues that have made it difficult for me to do new audios. My oxygen levels have been dipping into the 80s, which left me feeling quite unwell and unable to even sit up for long. Everything, even getting up to use the restroom, became a challenge and I didn't want to subject you all to even more gaspy content by trying to record through it lmao.
I've received many DMs from you all, and I want you to know that I appreciate each and every message. I didn't have the energy to reply individually and didn't want to send a generic response to everyone like some uncaring corp but then that leaves me leaving people on read until Im better and that feels bad too. I care, I really do, even if I struggle to show it when Im going through stuff, so thank you all very much for your concern, it means a lot.
I always feel guilty when production slows down because I never want you all to think I'm slacking off. Even while I was unwell, I was writing scripts since I could type lying down on my phone. I'm trying, guys. I don't like to complain because you're here for content, not for complaints. But when production gets interrupted, I feel you have a right to know what's going on. Communication is key, yadda yadda ♥
I did go to the hospital to get checked out, but they did an EKG and found it wasn't a heart attack so they sent me home, suggesting that unless I wanted to check for a collapsed lung or had another test in mind, there wasn't much they could do. I don’t know what tests are available or which would be useful so obviously, I was at a loss and sent home w/ a Xanax in case it was anxiety. (It wasn’t but I had no idea what to try.)
The good news is that this, whatever it is, happens on a cycle so far and I'm feeling better now an
