ishynya | ~My Path as a Content Creator~ March-June 2023 I spent most of the spring in thailand and I didn't want to leave the place at all..... In May, I flew back to my home country to see my family and it became a ritual every year. Actually today I'd like to talk about the main problem affecting my creativity and account management. my mental state is unstable. no i don't make a mess, i don't damage furniture or things and i don't yell at people. i just feel very depressed and apathetic from time to time. at these moments all dreams lose their meaning, inspiration can't come to me and normal life activities become almost impossible. I never know when it will happen to me. everything can be fine and an hour later I'm not the girl I know. sometimes it ruins my plans, including plans for new photos and for maintaining my profile. I don't have enough energy for new social networks, I don't have enough energy to communicate with you all day long, I don't have enough energy to do my favorite things. it's a very unpleasant state. even if I made content in advance, it becomes very difficult to make a post and write some text. Some would say to hire a manager to do all that stuff, but I don't want to do that. I don't judge those models who give part of their work to other people. i just can't trust anyone else to do it. it's important for me to do everything myself. and even if i do my job badly, it's still the only option for me. | Fansly