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Why I sell (P2) It gives me a freedom, away from the abuse and the harassment, But it could all disappear so easily As with money and attention comes more problems. Whether its family stealing from me, friends feeling entitled to things they've no right too. Or people on the Internet trying to leak my content or expose me too my family. I had to tell my entire extended family on Facebook what I do as there was an angry incel trying to find my account too "expose me" too my family in an attempted act of revenge because I don't post my nudes online or because I wouldn't give them to him for free It's why I am so careful about trying not too get leaked, because if I got leaked I'd lose that control I've spent so long to build which would send me straight back into that depressive dissociative state, which I don't think I'd be able to come back from again

Published: December 28th 2022, 11:41:26 am

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Why I sell (P2) It gives me a freedom, away from the abuse and the harassment, But it could all disappear so easily As with money and attention comes more problems. Whether its family stealing from me, friends feeling entitled to things they've no right too. Or people on the Internet trying to leak my content or expose me too my family. I had to tell my entire extended family on Facebook what I do as there was an angry incel trying to find my account too "expose me" too my family in an attempted act of revenge because I don't post my nudes online or because I wouldn't give them to him for free It's why I am so careful about trying not too get leaked, because if I got leaked I'd lose that control I've spent so long to build which would send me straight back into that depressive dissociative state, which I don't think I'd be able to come back from again

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So I got asked why I sell by a follower and I wanted to tell you all why 🙂 It's a little weird to explain and not a nice story but I feel like it's something people need to know. I started selling as a way to gain control back over my body. As people know I suffer from Chronic depression, have both social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder. I also have PTSD. A couple of years ago I started experiencing a lot of sexual harassment from both men and women. Well mostly women. They'd tell me too kill myself, call me a slut, demand I cover up, tell me I'm vile and disgusting and shouldn't be around children. Why? Because of my chest size. You can tell by my social media posts I don't really try to hide myself away in clothes. I even had one of my mother's work colleagues who's known me 15 years refuse too serve me because of a tank top, it destroyed me, then the same day I had a women tell me I deserve too be raped. I just broke. I couldn't even walk home, I had to call my brother to come basically carry me back. After that I didn't leave my house for a month. I fell hard and deep into a depressive spiral that caused me to go into a dissociative state where I truly felt I'd lost myself, that my body wasn't mine. That Id lost my mind, that I should just kill myself if people hate me so much. I ended up trying to take my own life. Then one day I posted on reddit, shared my experiences and found people who consoled me, who'd been through similar things. The positive attention slowly helped me get myself back. It just sort of naturally progressed into selling The money helps a lot, I can't work a 9-5 job, due too mental health, or my physical health as the breasts that people love or love to hate have left me with a chronic pain condition. So this is literally the only way I have of providing for myself . (P1)

So I got asked why I sell by a follower and I wanted to tell you all why 🙂 It's a little weird to explain and not a nice story but I feel like it's something people need to know. I started selling as a way to gain control back over my body. As people know I suffer from Chronic depression, have both social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder. I also have PTSD. A couple of years ago I started experiencing a lot of sexual harassment from both men and women. Well mostly women. They'd tell me too kill myself, call me a slut, demand I cover up, tell me I'm vile and disgusting and shouldn't be around children. Why? Because of my chest size. You can tell by my social media posts I don't really try to hide myself away in clothes. I even had one of my mother's work colleagues who's known me 15 years refuse too serve me because of a tank top, it destroyed me, then the same day I had a women tell me I deserve too be raped. I just broke. I couldn't even walk home, I had to call my brother to come basically carry me back. After that I didn't leave my house for a month. I fell hard and deep into a depressive spiral that caused me to go into a dissociative state where I truly felt I'd lost myself, that my body wasn't mine. That Id lost my mind, that I should just kill myself if people hate me so much. I ended up trying to take my own life. Then one day I posted on reddit, shared my experiences and found people who consoled me, who'd been through similar things. The positive attention slowly helped me get myself back. It just sort of naturally progressed into selling The money helps a lot, I can't work a 9-5 job, due too mental health, or my physical health as the breasts that people love or love to hate have left me with a chronic pain condition. So this is literally the only way I have of providing for myself . (P1)

thought long and hard about pricing. since i am a no ppv account i am worth more, and after today. i feel so unsettled, so sick to my stomach at the fact some of you will do anything to see peoples bodies and share what we purposefully sell. So uncomfortable. Will be keeping many things in my life and some things to myself private. Thank which ever one of you stole content and uploaded to multiple sites.

thought long and hard about pricing. since i am a no ppv account i am worth more, and after today. i feel so unsettled, so sick to my stomach at the fact some of you will do anything to see peoples bodies and share what we purposefully sell. So uncomfortable. Will be keeping many things in my life and some things to myself private. Thank which ever one of you stole content and uploaded to multiple sites.

Okay my watermark will be something like this. I hope you understand! ❤️ I am not sure if it help, but smth. I am just sick about person who earn money by my content and personality. I was always kind to everyone and treat everyone well. As well as to that person who did this to me. But now it is hard to trust. And all that remains for me is to accept reality and become just as cruel and greedy. Or that my soul will be trampled, spat out and even made money. That is the place we are in.

Okay my watermark will be something like this. I hope you understand! ❤️ I am not sure if it help, but smth. I am just sick about person who earn money by my content and personality. I was always kind to everyone and treat everyone well. As well as to that person who did this to me. But now it is hard to trust. And all that remains for me is to accept reality and become just as cruel and greedy. Or that my soul will be trampled, spat out and even made money. That is the place we are in.

The amount of death threats I gotten in the past two days ju..

The amount of death threats I gotten in the past two days ju..