Hey everyone!! Just wanted to give you all an update! I'm getting back to a regular schedule now, and things have calmed down.
It was insanity here for about 6 weeks, however. We found out that we were being stalked, bugged (in our bedroom and living room!), I had my iPad stolen and my Apple ID and iPhone taken over, my slaveboy was being stalked in life threatening waysโฆ
We had to involve police, family members, security firms, and it has been just scary, life or death, incredibly stressfulโฆ
And that is all what was happening IN THE MOMENT and ON TOP OF me and my slaveboy working through forgotten and horrifying childhood trauma (not traumatic eventsโฆ it turns out he and I both experienced a years-long entire childhood of consistent trauma, and had both repressed it).
So needless to say I'm frazzled. Exhausted. Furious. Empty. Hurt. And most of all, fucking DONE dealing with the monsters in our life. It has officially ended, and for the first time ever, my slaveboy and I are living FOR ME (ahem, I mean, OURSELVES! But let's be real, I'm the princessโฆ)
Oh, and also. If he thought I was brutal before. Let's just say, I have a LOT of new traumas, rage, andโฆ mmhmmmโฆ *FEELINGS* to work through. And what better way to do it than while unleashing this relentless torment all on my pathetic little stink seat! Hahahahahahaha!!!!
Things are about to get interestingโฆ ๐คญ๐๐คฃ
