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Guys, I was cleaning my computer and found this clip I shot last year with my boyfriend at the time. A project we had realized for the opening of my One Woman Show called "Fille Manquée" (something you'd translate into "Boy-ish" or "Failed Girl" or something). The name was iconic as it's an insult in french, something I've heard so many years throughout my life from the age of three when boys at school would hit me at recess for being a feminine boy. Wit that name, on stage, at reclaimed my power, my truth, my life. Finding this clip made me reflect on this past year and a half and I wanted to share it with you guys. First, because this One Woman Show and the entire shoot of this video clip have been an absolute dream. Second because I was madly in love with this guy, cause we spent so much time laughing together and he was the first guy ever to treat me like a woman. Not a thing, not a sexual kink, not a trans, not a secret, just a woman. Finally because when we broke up, I was so heartbroken I decided I would never let any guy close to my heart again and that's how I started this "internet slut" thing : I didn't want anything from men anymore except their money. And this past year here on Fansly, I realize it's exactly what I did : I pretty much never shared anything real-real with you guys. I just gave you what I thought you wanted : the sex thing, my body but not my soul. TODAY, THIS CHANGES : this is the first real thing I am sharing with you, my real life, my real passion for arts and my real emotions - the emotions of a girl next door who's been scared for so long about existing for herself and not for everyone to see and judge. A girl who found the light this very day, March 13th, 2023. #fyp #tgirl #trans #transisbeautiful #mtf #m2f #transgender #visibility

Published: September 7th 2024, 4:24:20 pm

Guys, I was cleaning my computer and found this clip I shot last year with my boyfriend at the time. A project we had realized for the opening of my One Woman Show called "Fille Manquée" (something you'd translate into "Boy-ish" or "Failed Girl" or something). The name was iconic as it's an insult in french, something I've heard so many years throughout my life from the age of three when boys at school would hit me at recess for being a feminine boy. Wit that name, on stage, at reclaimed my power, my truth, my life. Finding this clip made me reflect on this past year and a half and I wanted to share it with you guys. First, because this One Woman Show and the entire shoot of this video clip have been an absolute dream. Second because I was madly in love with this guy, cause we spent so much time laughing together and he was the first guy ever to treat me like a woman. Not a thing, not a sexual kink, not a trans, not a secret, just a woman. Finally because when we broke up, I was so heartbroken I decided I would never let any guy close to my heart again and that's how I started this "internet slut" thing : I didn't want anything from men anymore except their money. And this past year here on Fansly, I realize it's exactly what I did : I pretty much never shared anything real-real with you guys. I just gave you what I thought you wanted : the sex thing, my body but not my soul. TODAY, THIS CHANGES : this is the first real thing I am sharing with you, my real life, my real passion for arts and my real emotions - the emotions of a girl next door who's been scared for so long about existing for herself and not for everyone to see and judge. A girl who found the light this very day, March 13th, 2023. #fyp #tgirl #trans #transisbeautiful #mtf #m2f #transgender #visibility