I can't tell you how much saner I feel since I changed my contraception
(stopped my periods completely apart from the odd day while it sinks with my body)
I was literally going insane every 3 weeks. I would get into a routine of exercise, doing videos, doing my art, and then BAM! Week three I'd get hormonal depression and stop looking after myself and stop feeling sexy so unable to make content and then cause a load of anxiety because this is how I make my money.
Now I feel so much more like myself, I can't belive actually how long I've been thinking that I am just wired to be depressed and that's how it will be for the rest of my life.
I have my battles with anxiety which I've spent years working on, I've had phases of depression but to experience it every few weeks has just been overwhelming.
Anyway! I just thought some of you would like to know that, since you been subbed to me for some time and well I feel like we have our little personal relationships and that's why I like to keep my porn very natural, fun and lighthearted.
I appreciate those of you who have stuck with me when I've really been struggling, now I feel like I'm finally balancing out a little. Life is never the same month to month, but I feel in a better headspace to deal with it.
Big love from your big yoni 💜
