[transgender rambling / trigger warning]
my body isn't perfect but i'm grateful it's mine. I've never felt more comfortable in my own skin.
before i transitioned, i could never picture myself getting old... my body always felt like an ill-fitting tux, scratchy and hot; or like driving a new rental car for the first time without adjusting the seat and mirrors; there was a part of me always itching to get out, to return it. Now, finally, it's started to feel like a home - a place to make memories, a place to share joy; a place to try and get pregnant, no matter how unlikely 😉 no home is perfect, just like no body is perfect, but I'm so thankful for all the places ive rested that led me here, to this one. I can finally see a future with me in it - older, more wrinkled, more imperfect - but happy. It's hard to believe - I keep blinking - and to my amazement, the future keeps arriving.
Thank you, truly, deeply, for sharing it with me. I'm so happy we are alive together 💜
#trans #queer #joy #happy #hrt #transition #philosophy #transfemme #nude #fyp #lol
