LeyCantPlay | Sorry for the late reply. I was trying to decide if I wanted to be open about why I ended up not streaming today or to just have a short blurb about wasn't feeling it. So I'll just open up a little, I have generalized anxiety and a few things can really set it off. One of those things happened last night. I had a full blown panic attack. I haven't had one in a long while and I could kind of tell it was building up over a few days. I am ok, I'm still kind of panicky, but I'm trying my best to calm down but there was no way I'd be in the right mind to stream. I was supposed to take pics yesterday and it was a similar issue, just feeling very mentally not great. I'm gonna try and take things easy. The thing I'm hyperfixated on needs to just get wired in my brain as "normal" and I'm already feeling a load better about it after talking with roomie and getting reassured that I am not dying for just feeling funny. My brain is mean and I'm sorry it got in the way of having fun with everyone. 🙇‍♀️ TLDR; I had a panic attack, couldn't sleep for hours, and I had to cancel stream tonight. Overall feeling better, this ain't new for me, just hasn't happened in over a year and so it caught me off guard. Look forward to next week and appreciate you all for being amazing 💕 | Fansly